Sad things happened on 5/3 (Friday) at my house.....

I finally realized how sad when one people lost one of their relatives...... On friday, about 7pm, my dog just dead, maybe because become old or got ill.... I almost cried when I heard my dog dead, because at that time, I was at the Piasau Boat Club having lion dance performance.

My dog had approximately 5 years old, if I am not mistaken. When I heard my dog's death news... I just suddenly recalled back to my memories when my dog was still a puppy. That time, it was small and very playful... When he became adult, it was still very playful... But have a high gaining of WEIGHT... It become heavy and heavier...

How come my dog dead? I also don't know actually... I just know that 2 weeks after CNY, it start to lose weight and always don't want to eat... Until on tuesday (2/3), my mother called a vet to check up my dog. The vet says that my dog was old and it's normal that it don't want to eat anything... When i heard that word 'old'... My heart sank, and the imagination of my dog's death came up in my mind... I always wished that my dog will live and will not die....

On friday, which is my dog's death day... In the early morning, when my brother brought my dog out to let him pee... It didn't even pee anything... Then just laid down on the road, breathing very hard.... Again that thought came up again... On the afternoon, after school, my mother had to go office earlier so i had to give my dog to drink water.... But my dog just refused to drink it, which again brought up that mind again.... After that, I going for the badminton training until 6pm and directly went to Piasau Boat Club... After that, when my mother went back home, my dog was found dead.... My mother also sent a sms to me to inform about it.... But i only saw it after 9pm... At 9.30pm, when i arrived home, my dog's corpse was covered with newspapers.... I went towards it, wishing to see that it's not true about my dog's death... But when i uncovered the newspapers, my dog.....is at there... Laying down with eyes closed..... I pull my hand to touch him, but it's body already become hard, and also the cold feelings.... After touched, my eyes became wet.... I angry about myself....WHY????!!!! WHY???!!!! How can i not be beside my dog when it is going dead.... I was angry to myself....

Later , my mother go to backyard to have my dog's corpse buried..... After saw it's last face... I went into house and have myself changed with pyjamas and went to bedroom.... I laying down at there, my eyes became wet again.... I said to myself and prayed....

'Sorry my dog, for didn't be beside you while you were going dead, hope you still can protect us with your spirit, and may you rest in peace.......'